My Chemical Romance

Friday, July 29, 2005

suicide

Empty headed angry and confused
i have the feelin that i was used
hiding in my shell of sorrow
wishing there was no 2morow
wot to say ..wot to tell
where neva would i fall ...i fell
she ripped my guts out with a saw
kindly spat on them and threw it to the floor
after so many months..
so many years
our "perfect" relationship ends in tears
she was my life ..she was my love
she was my godsend from the heavens above
my mobile fone awaits her call
i dunno wot to do at all
i think about the tyms we had
the tyms that were happy and tyms that were sad
fink bout the last fing we done together
held each other tyt..claimed our love was forever
i closed my eyes..i took a seat
askd myself y that bitch had to cheat
i want her to feel my anguish..feel my pain
fink about me and go insane
want her to feel like i do right now
want her 2 realise shez been a cow
so with a blind eye i do the right thing
take that knife to my skin
watch the blood flow through my fist
soothing down slowly from my wrist
think to myself this aint right
this isnt the best way to end my plight
maybe i should kill her..or maybe myself
becoz she was my heart ..she was my health
so i took my hose from outside
from my living room cieling it was tied..
i stood on the stool with no regret
i knew this way she wouldnt forget
i knew this way she wouldnt cope
so slowly I stuck my head through the rope..
my life flashed before my eyes
grim reapers shadow was seen behind
took 1 last breath and then i cried
jumpd of the stool.... commited suicide

by souvik=o) (me)
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btw nuffin from personal experience..or nefing..so dont worry lol

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